"The transformation or transmutation is not so easy sometimes..." I agree, Dear Eckart. There have been some down times as well as happy periods over here. In fact yesterday was one of the hard moments. I think that while we are in a body it is hard to let go completely and live right in the moment all the time. Even though we have great understanding and knowledge, we are still human and I, as a female, sometimes struggle with strong emotions!
** Please send my warm regards to Luise. I'm sure she is a lovely lady. xx