Which ones do you feed

[Bill]

Which ones do you feed?

 

I peeked under the skirts

Of our construct

And I saw the unabashed nakedness

Of 'Reality'

Dancing in circles

Frolicking in the grass

With Truth, Deceit, Light and Darkness,

Love and Hate

Indifference and Compassion

Charity and Greed

 

I was a bit confused.

I asked my self

"How could this be"?

 

Is this what 'Reality' is,

Or is it as convoluted

As i?

 

I being challenged

By this disturbing sight,

Had to sit down

And ponder,

Inspect,

Examine,

Think about

This denial

 

Was this an

'Epiphany',

Or just an illusion

Challenging me

To think outside

Of the box

 

What is going on, I mused

 

As I sat in an

Agitated repose

Evaluating,

Deciphering,

Weighing,

And Discerning

This glimpse,

This peek,

A small voice

Began to speak,

Whisper

Ever so softly

Into the ears

Of my disturbed consciousness

 

The voice was soothing

And gentle,

Warm and embracing,

Yet firmly assured

In its evocations

 

I sensed something,

A presence,

An authoratative One,

That was greater

Than what

I have ever

Witnessed or experienced before,

According to my now faint

Memories

 

This voice,

This presence

Commanded my attention,

And I could not divert myself

From it

 

Was this the voice of reality

Or something greater

And beyond

The context of

My perception

 

Yes, I must admit

That I am but a

Grain of sand

Upon the beach

Of existence,

For in my past,

Everywhere I looked

Creation

Seemed to expand.

 

Where ever I saw

The offering of knowledge

Upon the tables

That adorned my 'Life Path'

I voraciously ate

As if it was my

'Last Supper'

 

Well this Voice that spoke

Superceeded

My feeble and finite

Faulty understanding.

 

I ... my 'I AM'

Realized from a spiritual sense

That I was already consumed

As i submitted my essence

To the mesmerizing moment

Where I was swaying

Due to a unquantifiable

Inebriation....

Yes I was drunken

Beyond the beyond

 

There was a distant light

Sitting daintily

In my horizon,

And i could hear it

Calling my name ....

Needless to say,

I began to walk towards its

Lore

 

The whispering in the mist

Became more prolific

And spoke to me,

Through me

Of certain things

Of my evasive familiarity

Such as

Duality,

Dichotomy,

Diversity,

And Deference

 

'IT' said to me

That 'Coexistence'

Was an inevitable Law

That was the very foundation

Of all of Creation

 

This made sense!

 

This Voice went further in

To explain to me

And my yet fully un-opened

Door of understanding

That one could not be

Without the other

 

I ask,

"Is this like the two wolves story?"

And I felt a smile

Envelope my countenance ...

The Voice said yes,

Which ones do you feed?

 

 

(c) 27 june 2018 : william s. peters, sr.

 

www.iamjustbill.com

[janice wilson]

always i learn to embrace my Heart

[Bill]

indeed <3

[janice wilson]

story of the 2 wolves

beautifully told here by prem rawat

https://www.timelesstoday.tv/the-two-wolves 

[Luna Arjuna]

indeed a wise choice .. ~

[Bill]

thank you my dear friend . . .  continued blessings