Und der Mut ist so müde geworden

und die Sehnsucht so groß.

~ Rainer Maria Rilke

Bild: "Sehnsucht" von Heinrich Vogeler

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And courage has become so tired

and longing so great.

~…

throw away the idea

that healing is forgetting

the real result is no longer

reacting to old triggers

with the same intensity as before

the memories are still there

but they do not have

the same power over your…

Late in May as the light lengthens

toward summer the young goldfinches

flutter down through the day for the first time

to find themselves among fallen petals

cradling their day’s colors in the day’s shadows

of the garden beside the old house

after a cold spring with no rain

not a sound comes from…

l've been looking away

running out of things to say

and the atrocities seem to worsen

with the passing of each new day

I still pray

but l've been looking away

And when I look

I am bone-shook

there is no part of my fragile humanity

that is let off the hook

I am mute

I've been looking away

I've run out of things to say

but I know we cannot grow

if we do not show

our horror

our care…

“You don't look out there for God,

something in the sky,

you look in you.”

- Alan Watts

"All about me may be silence and darkness, yet within me, in the spirit, is music and brightness.

What you call the dark, to me is golden. Everything has its wonders, even…

Fear can accumulate in our body, causing stress and tension. Rest is a precondition for healing. When animals in the forest get wounded, they find a place to lie down, and they rest completely for many days. They don’t think about food or anything else. They just rest, and they are able to heal themselves quite naturally. When we humans become…

"A lot of you despise me,

And I don't understand why.

I am not ugly or deserving of your hate.

I survive every day on the streets,

That used to be meadows.

There are no tasty seeds,

Because you turned trees into buildings.

I eat what you throw on the ground,

Because I have no choice.

Water is harder…

At a certain age, the light that you live in is inhabited by the shades…I’m very conscious that people dear to me are alive in my imagination…These people are with me. It’s just a stage of your life when the death of people doesn’t banish them out of your consciousness, They’re part of the light in your head.'

 …

CLOSING Cycles 2023:

One always has to know when a stage comes to an end. If we insist on staying longer than the necessary time, we lose the happiness and the meaning of the other stages we have to go through.

Closing cycles,…

One of my best memories of Christmas Eve was when I was a young child of six or seven.

My father was visiting his uncle in the nearby village. When he returned, it was dark, and he wore his winter coat. He said he saw Santa Claus making his way over the road as he was visiting the…

My favourite fairy tale - "The Snow Queen"-

'I can give her no greater power than she has already," said the woman; "don't you see how strong that is? How men and animals are obliged to serve her, and how well she has got through the world, barefooted as she is. She cannot receive any power from me greater than she now has, which…

good news and bad news folks. good news is that page overhaul is FINALLY COMPLETE! bad news is it's adieu from peace for the soul along with facebook and twitter for a little while. DO NOT WORRY I ABSOLUTELY WILL NOT BE DELETING THIS PAGE WILL REMAIN. it will just be moondance i will delete within the coming days through my mobile phone no need to worry i will be back over there along with my husband Jamie over on moondance to create a page for the both of us once after we get us a laptop…

wanted to share this in a blog of the brave gallant crew of space shuttle Columbia STS-107 i've always followed the space shuttle program since Challenger in 1986 and with this mission of Columbia STS-107 i watched their press briefings and their mission live as it happened watched their press briefings and mission live as they happened and to find out…

my page will be going through an overhaul. nothing much is going to be on my page at all. due to sadly my time here at my father and stepmother's house has been cut short. they don't want me paying them $200 rent for both for them and continue to support my husband Jamie helping out with half the rent at the small apartment where we are staying which is $500 a month at the same time so the decision was made for me to head back to my husband Jamie. also they felt as well i'm coming through…

hello i sincerely apologize it has taken so long to get back with you all on a status a good ton has happened first of all I officially moved on from my ex Jerry his name is Jamie he is a year and a half younger than me and he is connected to celebrities the fourth cousins of Doug McClure and MASH Col Potter himself Harry Morgan i'll be sharing pics of him within the coming days. i have received very devastating news just this past September that i've fallen victim to my mother's side of the…